Lotza love to JMC. =D

 

Dear JMC, we're gonna have fun baking this Saturday. =)

Looking forward to it. We could spend some mother & daughter time.

LOL.

Mummy teach daughter how to bake. Su-weet! =D

Third month being with Fantastic Doink.

It's Doink & Doinker's 3rd month anniversary.

Time flies whenever being with the one you sayang the most.

Once we were Incredible Doink & Fantastic Doink. Now? Honey and hubby. =P

For this month's pressie, i got him a shirt from Padini and i sew something on it.

 

  

It was just one plain shirt. He likes it plain. 

So plain that i feel like scribbling something onto his shirt. =P

Everyday i wouldn't get bored of playing the song Two Is Better Than One, Truly Madly Deeply and especially Meet Me Halfway.

"I still remember what you wore on your first day."

"I'll be your wish, your dream and your fantasy."

"I spend my time thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you."

I've never thought this would happen. Didn't see this coming. He is something between dream and miracle. He would always feels bad for not being there to give me warm hugs or kiss away my pain. Silly doink. I wouldn't mind at all to do anything for him. I just want to make sure he'll be happy being with me. Among the guys i know, no one is like him. Maybe except my bros, Ivan and Justin. =) 

Darling, teehee. I lied to you that i deleted my blog today. =P Cuz i don't want ya to know what surprises are written in this lil bloggie. By the time you read this, i think it's either on Valentine's day or sometime later when you already have receive all the surprises. Hmmm. How do i love you? Let me count ways. I love you to the depth and breadth and height my soul can reach. Words written in here might sounds a lil cheesy but I meant every word of it. You're always there for me though we're far apart. You wouldn't stop showering your love and care for me. I'm lucky that I've found you. =)

 

  

  

  

Gay me.

"Come! Eat this. *scoops a cake and stuck into their mouth*"

"You baked it?"

"Abuden?"

"Nice. I WANT."

My Oreo Cheesecake vanished within 15mins.

All thanks to my guinea pigs.

Julia. Monty. Kim. Jean. Pei Qi. Jay Mee. Michelle. Jojo. Carmen. Ee Mun. Evon. Suhaili. 

"You know what you can do for my bday this year?"

"What?"

"I want this cake."

"OKAY! =D"

"Teacher, why did you dress up so nice today?"

"Because I hate Monday."

Practiced javelin and marching today. It's funny to see how they march and how they bounce while marching. Ridiculous movements. Javelin oh javelin, I'm aiming for getting top 3. I want that medal. After sport's practice, I went to help Munney and Michelle to buy ingredients for the cake. Kinda enjoyed myself. =)

It's true that THEY don't bother me anymore though i was a lil disappointed last night. Today, is a brand new day. Really happy. And oh ya, someone sent me a msg tru Fb asking whether am I interested to join the drama team for SMI play. Should I? 0.o

Today is the 8th day of 14 Days Of Romance between me and doink. Everyday, i would say 'I love you' to him in different language.

Saranghaeyo

Te Amo

Te Quiero

Je' Taime

Wo Ai Ni

Aishiteru

Aloha L'a Au Oe

Nan Unn Ney Ka Di Li Ki Ren

It's gonna be 9th February 2010 soon. =)

Retards

I knew it. I knew it.

Sickening lies.
Guess what? That post was deleted.
Evidence erased.


Tears flow endlessly. Thx to fakers who exist in this world.
I explained i wasn't mad.
I thought we could talk. Siblings?
Now, it don't looks like it.
You only have ONE & ONLY sibling that you cared for.
Well, i guess i'm nobody.
Not kidding but maybe sooner or later i'm gonna get heart failure.
Emotions running wild.

I just wanna talk. Plain talk. Long talk. Whatever.

I'm more to disappointed with her.

I don't hate her like i used to. We both apologized. I forgive and forget. But i don't think she does the same.

Everything, stop pls.

Just wanna let everything flow... as i know i can't control.

signing out. i got a soul and mind to heal and calm down.

Fried-day, Sat-er-day and SunnyDay

Friday

School was boring as usual.

After school went to meet doink.

Then went back to school to train the marching team. *OMG*.

"You people march so nicely!! *CLAPS alone*. That's all for today. Fall out. *smiles* "

 

  

Too free.

Saturday

Get to practice javelin for a moment during PJ.

Had PJ again.

Me [hearts] Javelin.

After school went to buy ingredients for cake.

Dinner at night with family since 2nd sis is back.

 

"Why did you wear so...womanly?"

"I don't know?"

Sunday

Morning went out for breakfast.

Bake Oreo Cheesecake in the afternoon.

Invaded Polo Ground with JM and Michelle in the evening.

And my cake is a success!

 

  

It's Oreo Cheesecake. =) Well, simply decorated it.

Gonna make my besties to try it.

They got the privilege to be my guinea pigs. lol. =P

COMMAND OUT LOUD!

Phew. It's getting hectic day by day. 

I wonder how they can be so NOT alert and forgetful. I'm sick of shouting 

'CHECK YOUR LINE, CHECK YOUR ROW!'

'CHECK YOUR RIGHT MAKER!'

'HANDS STRAIGHT, 90 DEGREE!'

'COMMAND LOUDER'

And i'm getting darker and darker due to roasting under the orange sun. Sunblock pun tak bleh block.

Had a talk with J & S. We agreed that if that person ever changes, the sun will blackout. And if its really A+B, she ask me to wish B 'good luck'. LOL.

LAWL.

My classmates are 'KBCs' (ke bo chi aka busy bodies). LOL. They're cute. I was doing the stuffs for Val's Day. They took it and...admire it.. zz. Steph teased that as if i got ntg better to do. KarLim said CREATIVE!. 

Doink say.. we gotta meet at least twice a week. 

Doinker(me) seconds that.

Dgn bangga sekali, aku ada permission utk celebrate. Woots~

Gotta book the restaurant, book tickets and plan a huge surprise for Doink.

*gan cheong gan cheong*

I find it fun at times to use broken english.

Or some rojak language.

Aku suka. =D

A TEEHEE day.

Cavell... *no eyes to see*..

Well, at least i collected 5 marks for Cavell.

Everyone likes my design for the class t-shirt. =)

Happy go lucky.

You should be a story teller lar. Surely can make a fortune.

Can twist stories up so friggin perfect and hyperbolic. 

Today is the first day of 14 Days Of Romance of me and my doink.

Sounds cheesy though. =P

Revealed some silly secrets when we were friends.

Giggling alone while reading the text from him.

How silly-su-weetly could that be?

This is love.

13 days more to go.

Today, totally deserves a TEEHEE!

P/s : JEAN! SZELING! I WANT MY FIRE IDEA TO BE EXECUTED! =P

Lollipop Love

I want a LG's Lollipop phone. It's adorable. I want mine to be RED. 

Monty, get me one? I'll love you for sure! Or should i say, I love whoever gonna get one for me? LOL.

Just kidding. Big Bang & 2NE1 promoted it.

I was surfing the web today as usual. Found out something. And thank God that i didn't attend an event. For some reasons. Sometimes, it is better to avoid.

Something stupid i did was to google how to write a proposal. In the end, i just do it my way. Blehh... Teacher reject only decide. LOL. Whattt.. at least i try to do wert.. Blerk!

Why on Earth did he asked for my number?

 

A good one.

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow... 14 days countdown..

14 days of romance.. =)

P/s : There's a she wolf in your closet.

14 Days Of Romance

Decided to do something special for my doink.

Instead of just plain celebrating Valentine's Day, I'm gonna make it better with a countdown. 14 days of romance. =) 

So, today morning... I fetch doink and Willie from their school since they can't stand the boredom of the Leo Club thingy. There's traffic jam everywhere. After eating hakka mee, I fetch them both to Jusco and I went home.  
At night, went to Jusco for some shopping. Met my doink. Conclusion, we met twice today. hugs!

 

My current diary. 

 

THE box.

 

The love.

I'm a what..?

Whatever. Real people doesn't need labels.

Fatt-hao day

Kena influenced by monty.

 HARI INI AKU MERENTAS DESA PADANG SEKOLAH.

INI VERY CACAT LOR.

SEPATUTNYA RUN 1 ROUND CUKUP. I PERGI RUN 2 ROUND.

VELI CACAT.

SETIAP FRIDAY IS 'FATT-HAO' DAY. (hari mengada) F3

After crossing the school. Sat down at the field with Monty, JM, Michelle and Danielle. Monty declared that every Friday shall be 'Fatt-hao' day. Had a great laugh with them. After school, i went to Jusco with my doink till 5pm plus. =P We shopped alooot.

 

  

  

Soda. Padini. Giordano. M&G.

Those stuffs I'm holding, all thanks to doink. 

 

P/s : I'm gonna make it perfect...just for you.

When I was M.I.A for a month...

Well i couldn't online due to my streamyx line kena potong. But anyway, it's already restored. Never been better. So, it's been a month since i can barely connect to the web. Did alooooott in a month's time. Spent most of my time being with my doink. We both meet at least twice a week. So what's new?

Doink & Doinker's relationship is stronger than ever.

Sze Ling made me as Cavell's commander.

Busy with interact stuffs.

Doing quite good in class.

I'm still the class's asst. mo.

Gonna save money and make a bank account with doink.

Friendships back to normal. =)

Really outdated from Kpop world.

In the mood of shopping after for a long time.

Already making preparations for Valentine's Day. =D

I'm into vintage stuffs.

Friday is 'fatt-hao' day. 

Still into dresses!

Goes for squash at stadium every sunday with my doink.

 

Ed's commander.

In stadium. Squash court.

  

  

our pencil case. It's not done by liquid paper. I sew it. Up one is his. Down one is mine.

So long.

I take it as my fault then.

Deleted Facebook account. Can't bear it to see anything else more.

Enough.

I'm out.

Eff

Currently livin in a eff up life.

Gratz me.

kay.thx.bye.

When you leave, pls take all the memories with you.

Confusingly Sickening

2010 is totally a nightmare. Form 5 life is so friggin hectic. Great, everything knocking me down. Friendship, studies and family stuffs. What is going on? This one like this, the other one like that. Apa hell lar?

I don't really use to telling other people bout stuffs that much anymore.

Rather keepin it to myself.

These few days I've been listening the few same songs.. which are

1) All You Wanted by Michelle Branch (fav song)

2) Claudine by Maksim Mrvica (fav piano piece)

3) Knock You Down

4) Wedding Dress

5) Meet Me Halfway

And and and oh oh ya, I'm marching for Cavell. =)

Lovin' Cavell.

I want a laptop but dad ain't getting me one.

I wanna learn new piano piece, but i ain't got the time.

I want more time.

I want to get rid of that depressing feeling.

I want everything back to last time. How happy i used to be.

I want you.

if only i have a wish to wish.

You're Beautiful

My life is brilliant = My life is okok lar.

My life is pure = My life very original

I saw an angel = I saw a ghost

She saw me at the subway = She's stalking me

You're beautiful = You're very "pretty".

I saw your face in a crowded place = I can even see you in a crowded place because you're so fat.

And i don't know what to do = I don't know how to squeeze pass you cause the area is so narrow.

Eyes On The Deranged Vain Actress Who Syok-Sendiri On The Stage Of Life.

The story of the Deranged Vain Actress  Who Syok-Sendiri On The Stage Of Life.

Spotlight on YOU.

 

My audience's got their eyes on YOU.

Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow...

How can I ever resist bashing up someone?

Yea, I'm uber mad. I got temper issues.

Wait, YOU got issues with me.

Yes, you there. My turn to shoot. *My words are wayyyyy better than M16*.

Come on la? English isn't THAT excellent and wanna use those words to shoot me nicely?

Think twice or thrice instead.

Look, dumbass, everyone's talking about you because of your 'you-type-without-thinking-blog'.

(Wait, I guess you're brainless. Aww, can't be blamed)

Hell yes, I read. He read. She read. They read. We read your bullshyte/cow-dung blog.

How sweet of you to mention bout me though my name wasn't mentioned in it. Aww.

Alright, dear readers, i bet you got lotza question marks surrounded your head.

Let's see, this fella is such a back stabber. 

Her smiles or her beauty might have melted your heart but her personality (or should i say it as acting skills?) is "uberly-terrifically-extremely-awesome"!

This fella should totally be awarded the Grammy/Oscar award mann..!

Hey you female-dog, listen up.

When I was uberly down, you came to me and you said he's so totally not worth it. Bla bla bla.
Remember? No? Let me remind you about what you said to me in the past.

You backstabbed how bad he is.

Then you said, "I don't even mind losing him as friend/foster."

Don't you dare not to admit? I got witness.

Eh cheapskate, accepted someone's gift and this is the way to treat someone?

Where are your manners? 

Are you even a civilized person? I doubt that.

Discriminate me about how bloody bold I am..

How effin awesome i felt because someone is suffering?,

and tell me to eff off?

Don't ever judge me. I mean, 

WHO ON EARTH ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME?

I might be far from perfection but I rather be my true self than to be a two headed snake.

Bloody hell.

You got your friends, you think i don't have mine?

Mine aren't just friends but BACK-UPs.

I might be am a bitch/idiot/slut/ or whatever to you,

But you're a massively-uberly-superb-pathetic-idiotic-lame-sickening-cheapskate-two-headed-snake-female dog.

Oh gawd, i do enjoy posting this blog.

Sue me if you can dare.

Let's see what we can do about it.

Hey kitty, bring it on. Show me what you got.

You stabbed me with a knife,

therefore, I'm replying by shooting. 

Me rawk. You suck.

Bear with it.

It's a fact.

How sad to know someone like you existed.

My life sucks. Oh ya, I forgot because you existed.

This is dedicated to YOU.

Your lame acts,

Signifying your true self.

Watch your words.

Words can kill.

Mine totally owned/pwned you.

Take it, sucka.

Ps: Get a life. If you had one, you won't be talking about mine.

Glory Cavell

Glory glory glory Cavell!

Today's sport's practice is fun. Except for the running part.

I pushed myself to run while my hamstrings are killing me.Cause i played squash yesterday.

Excel in javelin. Results weren't that good compared to last year.

I can barely stop thinking bout it nor pay any attention in class.

Wei Jun & Shirley molested me and owe me 50 bucks for it.

Just realized that Mindy is in the same sport house as i am.

Evon just knew bout it.

Everyone ask me bout it.

I'm so friggin worried that something bad might happened today. Right, so many were asking what had happened.. My ex dump me for another girl and now he dumped her for me? How to trust someone who broke my trust at least 20 times? My trust towards this person already faded since I'm single. It's really ridiculous. If he really do love me all along, he wouldn't have dump me in the first place, shoot me like hell and fall for another person. And now i found out something which even pissed me off more. Once a playboy, hardly to change. Once lied, hardly to trust.

The lame texted me asking for forgiveness.

Ntg else to forgive about.

Save your breath.

Sorry no cure.

Regret no use.

Words said, can't be taken back.

Actions did, left a permanent deep scar.

Stop doing reckless stuffs.

Cut the crap.

Never get my chance.

My heart only can tank one person.

[Hearts] Edmund.

Get over it

Today is Sunday...

I went to stadium and played squash with my doink.

Laugh non-stop while playing.

Won so many times. Me rawks =P

We had wantan mee and taufufa for lunch. =)

For the first time, I wish that I'm a lesbian.

Maybe life would be much easier?

Bloody hell.

Sometimes love comes around,

they knock you down,

just get back up when they knock you down.

Please do take care.

Friendship/Fostership is the max.

My heart only can tank one person.

Love,

friend.

I'm not dead

Well well well.. I didn't get to online for so friggin long thx to my dad who changed the connection to Celcom Broadband which totally uberly sux like !@#$%^&*(. Bleh.

Erm.. What i did? I was M.I.A. Form 5 life is uberly extreme. Endless lectures and homework. Oh ya, unfortunately i'm the asst monitor again.

Hanim hates me. I hate her too. Bias bloody babi.

These few days were great except that the fact i can't connect to the web. FML.

I WANNA COURT THAT KOREAN GUY.

HE LOOKS LIKE YUNHO. =D

TOO BAD, HE'S GONE. =(

Darling, don't jealous kay? He will be in Korea while you're in Msia with me. Hugs.

Happy 2nd month anniversary to my doink!

Hope you like the pencil case that i bought. Sew something on it.

Weets. Feeling good.

9/1/2010

Today.. First GB meeting.

I've lost my joy to jump during praise and worship.

Feeling dead.

Lack of sleep and motivation.(?)

Everything's random here.

Even today's morning message.

Totally random and i don't know how to response to it.

At first i thought i was dreaming...

My brain isn't functioning well.

Right.. I'm feeling dead but not dead.

Stop waiting. Move on.

Love, friend.

Last week of hols.

On New Year, me and him went to Moven Peak, Ten-Good (jap restaurant), Starbucks and Riche Montana (korean steamboat and bbq).

 

Chicken teriyaki..Ten-Good restaurant. oishi!

Starbucks-ing

KOREAN BBQ!

_________________________________________________

Today...

We both went out again. We went to BMA to get our HAIR chopped off. Since we still got time, we walk to eat at "Lou Wong Tauge Ayam" in town.

Look at his 'dragon ball' hair. lol.

Eating chicken hor fun.

Darling, my niece and nephew do really like to stick with you eh?

You're like the honey and they're the bees.

Of course i'm the Queen. =P

You're owned.

xoxo.